Monday, August 3, 2015

So close yet a hug apart!!

It's been a month today and I am officially allowed to work on the laptop after my surgery. Missed my blog soo much. So let me pick it up from where I left.
It was the day of my surgery and  I left mahi sleeping in the morning with a kiss on her cheek.


I would be lying to say that I wasn't nervous but thankfully all went well and I was allowed to open my eyes at night and was also let go home. The procedure was quick but the after care of at least seven days had to be very disciplined and eyes had to be absolutely secure. Mom & Kajal( Mahi's nanny)  took charge of my sweet little girl and dad took charge of his girl. He made an extensive chart to know which eye drops to be put when. After all managing twenty six eye drops wasn't a task that easy.



With Dad around it all seems fun!! My uncle came to visit me and took  a few pictures from his phone and although I can't flaunt of how I look but  I am really thankful  for the clicks.




From that day on Mahi slept with mom,considering how violent she gets at night sometimes :) and could poke me in the eye.  I was not even allowed to come out of my room. Living under the same roof we were living quite apart. I had to keep my eyes shut for most of the day so they would just keep the baby monitor in my room for me to hear her voice...  I might have sat all by myself with dark glasses on for 7 days but guess who was on my mind 24x7 ....


It was the first time ever I had to live without her for so long and I just gave it after the fifth day and was almost in tears when I hugged her. I have to say though,  she did extremely well,much better than how I did .Very occasionally would she remember me and mom would tell her that mom has gone to office and she would nicely accept the fact.
   I just know that I missed her crazy and I kept praying to God to make it the last separation of this kind ever. I am such an obsessed mum. Love you to bits my sugar plum. 

Well the most important person because of which all happened so smoothly would be my mum. She is such a support and I was easy about being away from mahi only because I knew she is being looked after by someone more loving than her own mom. She would also sneak into my room every once in a while and tell me all that Mahi ate and drank and played during the day.

I have to be the luckiest girl in the whole world to have such supporting family.
 Luv you mom and dad :)




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